A Promise of Fire
Chapter 12
35th of Retulman, 1667 Age of Enlightenment
The Gerhard family sat silently as they ate their breakfast. Marie was confided in her room as her heart ache grew worse. Cedric, on the other hand, had to keep his head held high and his composure strong. With his father still unwell and recovering from his injuries, he had to be the head of their household. After nearly a week, their home was only now beginning to look like its old self again, but there would always be one thing missing. Cedric looked to his children–Solenne and Remiel–and the empty chair beside them.
Cedric set down his spoon and rested his head in his hands. He wasn’t hungry; he hadn’t been hungry for days as it felt like food turned to ash in his mouth, but he had to eat.
When Bernard returned from Cedric and Marie’s bedchamber, the breakfast tray lay untouched in his hands.
“She’s not eating,” said Cedric. “I told you, Bernard, that she needs to eat.”
“I-I’m terribly sorry, sir. I tried to tell her that, but…” Bernard swallowed before he said, “She said she’ll be out in a moment, sir.”
Cedric let out a small sigh of relief; Marie hadn’t much in the days following Juliet’s…
He shook his head; he didn’t want to remember that night. He turned to his brother Louis and his wife Delphine, and Louis fiddled with his food before his eyes met Cedric’s. He quickly looked away.
“Brother,” said Cedric, “may I speak with you privately for a moment?”
Louis waited a long while, staring down at the food on his plate, before he finally said, “I think it’d be best if we got to work, don’t you?”
It was Delphine who stopped Louis from getting up. She put a hand on his and shook her head. Louis tried to silently argue with her, but he knew it would do no good. He kissed her hand and turned to Cedric who gestured for him into the hallway to follow.
“I’ve been thinking about what you said: about selling the farm and moving to the city,” said Cedric. “I think you may be right.”
“You really want to talk about this now? By fire, Cedric, dad’s still ill, and I thought it was you who said you didn’t want to leave this place?” Louis’ spat the words at his brother, and Cedric grimaced.
“I-I didn’t. I never wanted to leave; I wanted nothing more than to raise my family here—to leave it to Solenne, Remiel, and…” His voice caught before he could say Juliet’s name. He took a deep breath and said, “But now that dream seems so far away.”
“I’m sorry, brother, but I don’t think this is the time to—”
A door from down the hall creaked open, and from the kitchen, Cedric heard his mother thank Marie for coming to join them at last. He leaned against the wall and let out a pained sigh of relief as he heard Marie take a seat at the table, and his mother pour her a cup of tea.
“This ain’t the time to talk,” said Louis. “We need time to heal first. Marie needs it, dad needs it, you need it.” Cedric shook his head. He wanted to argue that one mustn’t stay where the wound could continue to fester, but alas, he knew his brother was right.
Louis made his way back to the kitchen where he rejoined the family, but Cedric stayed out in the hall for a while longer. He rubbed his eyes, but he had no more tears to shed; he just felt empty. Before he stepped back into the kitchen, he peered through the doorway and saw Marie sitting beside Delphine. She was smiling, but it wasn’t her usual warm smile: it was hollow and empty, just like his own. A performative smile to tell everyone she was alright and that they wouldn’t need to worry about her anymore.
A plate of food was set at the table for her, and much to Cedric’s relief, she ate. It was slow, but at least she was eating.
Solenne and Remiel comforted their mother, and she comforted them. They hugged her tightly, and she kissed them gently atop their heads. It was then Cedric saw the pain in her eyes. Just like that empty chair at the table, there was something missing: a kiss that would never be given.
Cedric walked past the kitchen and stepped outside to take in the warm spring air. Very soon it’d be summer, and they’d have to begin their next cultivation of wheat and tacleaf after the fae had destroyed what they’d grown. He stared at their ruined field and figured they could get at least one more good harvest before winter.
He stepped off the veranda and made his way around the house towards the Dragon Shrine. It was the only thing left untouched during the fae’s attack. Cedric had spent all his life within that shrine giving offerings and prayers to the Dragon-Gods, but what for? The gods didn’t answer their prayers; they didn’t respect their worship. Why would they allow such evil to persist in their world? Was this the punishment for their hubris? For their support in the war against Draconia?
All Cedric could do was speculate. He stepped into the shrine and up to the codex of remembrance. Inside, he looked at the last name: Juliet Elizabeth Gerhard, 13th of Kolreman 1661 to 30th of Retulman 1667. His fingers gingerly touched her names as tears streamed down his cheeks. They didn’t even have her body to cremate. Cedric collapsed to the ground and sobbed alone. It seemed he did still have some tears left after all.
“Please don’t cry,” said a soft voice. Cedric’s ears perked up. Juliet? He couldn’t believe it; it had to be a trick. He turned around quickly, hoping that by some miracle she’d be standing there, and that all of this would have just been a horrible nightmare. Perhaps Azuhiel or Velhien had heard their prayers and returned his daughter to him, but instead, there was nothing. No one stood in the doorway. Cedric was still alone.
He stood, wiped away the tears, and closed the codex, but as he was about to leave, he felt something tug on his hand. It was warm, as if one of his children were holding on to him. He looked down, and in utter disbelief he saw—standing beside him—was Juliet.
She glistened in a strange otherworldly light, but it was her. It had to be; no, it had to be a trick—fae magics—but her hand felt so real, and her smile was as pure as he remembered.
“Please don’t cry, daddy,” she said. It was her voice; this had to be Juliet. Cedric knelt down beside her and hesitantly ran his hand through her long brown hair, and he felt the warmth of her cheek. It felt real, but he knew it wasn’t.
Perhaps it was a gift from Azuhiel, or more likely, a gift from Velhien. The Moon Dragon couldn’t return his daughter, but she could at least offer him one last bit of reprieve: one last hug and a chance to say goodbye. Cedric wrapped his arms around her and hugged tightly to the image of Juliet.
“I love you so much,” the illusion said. “I’m sorry, but I have to go now. Bye-bye, daddy.”
Cedric shook his head. It wasn’t fair; he wasn’t done being her father yet. He tried to hold tighter, hoping that Velhien wouldn’t pull her from his grip, but try as he might, the image faded, and again Cedric was left alone in the shrine.
“Goodbye,” he whispered.
Outside the shrine, hidden several paces away within the desolate field of wheat and tacleaf, a light formed itself into a small ball with a pair of tiny gossamer wings: a pixie. The small fae danced around in the air—hiding within the faint wisps of fog ushered in by the morning—and watched as Cedric stepped out of the shrine and went back into the farmhouse. It let out a small, twinkling sigh.
“Are you sure that was a good idea,” said the pompous voice of another fae. “He looks awfully sad now.”
“Maybe? Maybe not,” said the pixie, “but I wanted to see them once more before I left for good.” The pixie fluttered beyond the field of crops until it hovered above a small puddle. It looked into its reflection and said, “I suppose they’re not my family, are they?”
“I suppose they’re not,” said the other fae.
The pixie gave another musical sigh. She’d done what she’d set out to do: a last-goodbye to a family that wasn’t even hers. She fluttered over to the other fae and said, “Well, Wubbles, shall we be off?”
The fae gave a frustrated groan and said, “I really wish you wouldn’t call me that.”
41st of Retulman, 1667 Age of Enlightenment
A morning wind blew as the sun dawned on the city of Lionbrand. It had been one week since the night of the fae attack. The people of Lionbrand worked diligently to help restore the city back to the way it was. Official reports stated that more than three hundred civilians had been taken by the fae that night, and countless more had been injured. Many gathered in meeting to declare that night—Fae’s Night—into a night of remembrance to those who’d been lost. In solidarity, many had written the names of friends and strangers into their codices of remembrance, and the Galdic Maidens—lead by Sister Magda in the Maiden Superior’s absence—offered a group Resting for all the souls of those taken.
The maidens had much thrust upon them following that night. Not only had their sanctum been destroyed and the temple vandalized by the fae, more than ten new children were added to their nursery, and due to her injuries, Lady Liza was unable to assist. Luckily, kind volunteers worked tirelessly to help restore the temple sanctum to its former glory, but it would take months—perhaps even years—before it was properly restored.
As the people readied for a busy day ahead of them, Emecar walked the streets on his way to Martin’s Bakery. His coat and trousers had been freshly patched thanks to the kindness of tailor Gardet, and his clothes received a much-needed wash. Most of his wounds had healed up nicely, and those that were still recovering were set with clean bandages.
Dozens, if not hundreds, of civilians showered him in praise and adoration for what he’d done as he walked through the streets. Emecar didn’t even recognize most of them, but they recognized him: the man the papers had been calling the savior of Lionbrand, the one called Paladin.
However, there were many who didn’t see him as a hero. Many, particularly those of nobility, decried him an occultist, for how else could a human attain such miraculous power. Just as some headlines declared him a hero, others decried him as a scourge not to be trusted, a blight upon the city. Emecar tried not to pay them any mind.
Upon entering Martin’s Bakery, he was welcomed the same way a war hero would have been welcomed home after a successful campaign. Antoine Martin the baker greeted him with arms outstretched and a warm hug.
“Emecar, my boy, welcome!”
“G’mornin’, Monsieur Martin. Is my order ready? I hope I’m not too early.”
“Not at all, boy. Ready it is! Come on, come on!” Martin waved Emecar to the countertop where his wife handed Emecar a basked filled with freshly baked breads, pastries, rolls, and even a fruit pie. It smelled heavenly as the scents filled his nostrils. As Emecar reached into his pocket for payment, Martin stopped him and said, “Absolutely not! I’m not takin’ yer money, Emecar. Y’hear?”
“Of course, you will,” said Emecar. He fished out a couple of silver penters and set them on the counter. “Just like that, eh?”
Martin pushed the coins back. “No, no, no! We have a policy: heroes eat for free!” His wife grunted and elbowed him in the side. “Er, well, they eat free once a month or so.”
“Well, I couldn’t take this for free in good conscience since it won’t be me eating this,” said Emecar. “It’s for the volunteers helping restore the temple. I figured it’d be the least I could do to thank them for their hard work.” Emecar slid the coins back across the counter. “Blessings to you, sir, but please let me do this.”
Martin had to fight back tears as he tucked the coins away. Emecar laughed; how much more dramatic could he be? Emecar bid the bakers farewell, and as he left, he heard Martin berate his wife: “Why do you embarrass me, woman? You saw what that boy did, right? He’s a hero! They’re callin’ him the Paladin! No, I don’t know what it means, but it has a good ring to it, don’t’cha think?”
Emecar made his way down the streets toward the temple—basket of baked goods in hand—he could see the damage that lingered from Fae’s Night across dozens of buildings and homes: smashed windows, broken doors, bricks ripped from walls. Unintentionally, Emecar found himself cutting through the alleyway where the Kintelgas had nearly killed him.
Where it had killed him.
He stared at the ground where his body once lay lifeless and thought about his meeting with Azuhiel. Emecar touched his chest and remembered the wound he’d received from the wytchling. Thankfully, despite everything that befell him that night, he walked away unharmed. Unfortunately, there were many not so lucky.
He recalled his oath sworn upon the Dragonstar. Very soon, that very star would hover above them all in the heavens. Emecar still couldn’t believe it was real, but his golden eyes proved it. There was no other way for him to explain how he could use such extraordinary abilities, or how his Aether could ignite into sunfire.
He thought about Oliver, Abigail, and Tomlin, as well as all of whom survived their encounters with the fae. Last he saw them, he’d used a bit of his newfound power to heal the grievous injuries inflicted upon them. Though they all seemed right as sunlight when he’d finished, Oliver said his arm still ached whenever he tried to raise it above his shoulder. Emecar wasn’t sure the extent of his abilities, but he thought that maybe one day he could heal him of that.
He thought about Captain Grisdel and Diantha who were up to their necks in political paperwork, desperately trying to explain the events of that night. Many of the mercenaries were forced to take up small, odd jobs to help rebuild the city until the captain was finished with his current work, and even then, there was no assurance that the troupe would go back to the way it was. According to the High Lord and his council, the troupe was unnecessary to the city’s security, and Captain Grisdel said there would likely be a chance the troupe could lose their protected status. Emecar supposed that was the most logical step the High Lord would take after the events of that night.
When Emecar arrived at the temple, he saw more than a dozen men—elf and human alike—all working tirelessly to clear out the debris and rubble from the sanctum, as well as help with the construction of a new foundation. The sanctum would need all new benches and carpets, as well as its dais restored, but it’d additionally need new holy statues of Lord High Lord Galdane the First and Sindelle the Elf-Mother, as well as an arcanist who could scribe the sigil of protection along the walls and a new glyph of activation upon the dais. Those latter tasks were not something the common people of Lionbrand were capable of and would require the generosity of the High Lords of Singard, perhaps even the charity of the Lord High Lord himself.
But that, Emecar thought, were all problems for another time. The first objective was to just get the rubble cleared out of the sanctum, and a new foundation built. All of the holy regalia would come later.
Amongst the men helping restore the sanctum was Rukifelth. For the first time in what felt like years, Emecar thought Rukifelth seemed to enjoy being back in the temple. Truly, it was a miracle; unfortunate that it had to befall such a tragedy.
When the men saw Emecar, they gave a loud cheer in his honor. Emecar blushed as he handed out the baked goods.
“A good head on your shoulders, boy,” said one man.
“A real hero, I tell you what,” said another.
Rukifelth stepped up and snatched a roll. He swatted Emecar’s arm and said, “Well, look who decided to show up, eh?” Rukifelth laughed and took a large bite of the roll. “Took you long enough.”
“I figured if I was already running late,” said Emecar, “that I should do something nice, eh?”
The two laughed, and Emecar resumed handing out baked goods to the workers. After all the men had gotten their fix, Rukifelth said, “Alright, alright, now that you’ve received penance for your tardiness, why don’t you get to work, you slouch!”
Emecar made his way through the rubble and into the hallway that lead to the temple kitchen where he set down the basket on the kitchen table. While it was mainly just the sanctum that took damage, several other wings of the temple had been severely damaged in the attack. The kitchen window had been cracked, a couple of bricks had been loosened from the walls, and one of the supports along the ceiling had splintered.
He wondered if it was possible to use his color of transmutation to mend the broken support. He supposed it was possible, but unfortunately, he didn’t know how. Surely, there was an arcanist in Zaldean or Galdcore who knew how to repair splintered wood.
“That was very kind of you.”
Emecar turned to see Liza, weakly leaning on a crutch, her arm tucked in a sling, and a bandage wrapped around her head. Her small reading glasses had been cracked beyond repair, yet she still rested them on her nose.
“Madame, what are you doing? You should be resting.”
“I’ve been resting for days,” she scoffed. She hobbled into the kitchen and said, “It’s good for a woman my age to keep moving.” She scuffled her way to the kitchen table where she picked one of the fresh rolls and took a large bite. “So much better than what Sister Magda’s been feeding me these past few days.”
“What? Her cooking not good enough for you?”
“Oh, is that what she’s been doing? I thought she’d been giving me the trash the sister’s had swept up from gardens; revenge for how hard I’ve been on them over the years.”
She laughed jovially, and Emecar felt relieved to see Liza in such good spirits despite her condition. He sat her down and said, “Would you care for me to take a look at you again, madame?”
“Oh, Emecar, there’s no need for all of this,” she said. “I’ll be good in no time, I tell you.”
Emecar raised his eyebrows to the maiden’s snide remark. “You taught me that there was no reason to fear asking for help, right?”
She conceded.
He knelt beside her and rested his hands on her injured legs. Emecar closed his eyes and concentrated on the fire within him, as well as sharing that flame with Liza. Sparks of blue Aether ignited into golden flames that gently coiled around Liza’s legs. The maiden closed her eyes and took a deep breath as the pain of her wounds slowly faded. When the fire vanished, Emecar felt a sharp pain in his stomach, and Liza could more easily bend her legs.
“Thank you, Emecar,” said Liza. She stood and stretched her knees. She tried to stand without her crutch for a few seconds and said, “Mother’s blessings, with this I bet I’ll be as right as sunlight by morrow.”
Emecar felt proud—after all these years, he’d finally learned to heal—but there was still one thought weighing on his mind. “Has Kayo woken up yet?”
Liza looked up at him, her expression dour. “He’s still breathing, but no, he still hasn’t woken up. Sister Emli has barely left his side, but I have faith he’ll recover. He’s stable; it’s only a matter of time.”
Emecar wished there was more he could do. A couple days back, he’d tried to heal Kayo again, and while it seemed somewhat effective, his eyes only opened for a second before immediately closing again.
As Liza hobbled to grab her crutch, her legs buckled. Emecar quickly reached over and scooped his arms under hers to keep her from falling and said, “C’mon now, let’s get you back to bed.” Liza huffed, but once again, conceded. He helped carry most of her weight as they trudged through the old temple halls back to her personal bedchamber. The room had hardly changed at all since he was a boy.
After laying Liza on her bed and setting her crutch nearby, Emecar said, “I’ve dallied long enough. The others will be angry with me if I spend too much time in here and not enough time out there.”
He bowed and readied to leave, but Liza stopped him and said, “You’ve still yet to tell me what happened on that night, Emecar. One moment you were just my son helping wherever you could, then next I see you, you’ve those fiery golden eyes and brandish the light of Azuhiel himself.”
Emecar hesitated for a moment. He hadn’t told anyone about what happened that night except for Rukifelth, and even then, he wasn’t sure how much of it his bother truly believed. It sounded too ridiculous, like something they used to spout as children trying to impress one another; to believe that Azuhiel the Sun Dragon spoke to him directly and gifted him a fragment of his power was something that should get him imprisoned for heresy, but it was true. He wasn’t sure what he could say or do to prove it beyond what he’d already done, but he supposed he could at least try and tell Liza what had happened.
He sat at the foot of Liza’s bed and told her everything about his vision of Azuhiel atop Angel Mountain. He told her how he split the clouds to reveal the Savageplains; he told her about the fall of Draconia and The Dragon Orb; and he told her about his oath upon the Dragonstar, the very same oath as Adakar Azukor once had.
Once finished, Liza said nothing. Presumably she was struggling to take it all in, but Liza was a smart woman. Surely, she wouldn’t think Emecar had just made it all up, but instead she was thinking if what Emecar saw in that vision truly was Azuhiel or not, but who else could it be? Who else could gift that kind of power to a mortal, and a human no less?
Liza smiled. “So, you really are a paladin now, are you?”
“I suppose I am,” said Emecar, his cheeks blushing pink. Liza smiled and started to get out of bed, but Emecar stopped her. “Hold on now, what do you think you’re doing? You’re not going anywhere.”
“I’m not going far,” she said. “I’ve a gift for you. It’s something I’ve been holding on to for a long time.”
A gift?
“If you won’t let me out of bed,” she continued, “would you kindly help me?”
Emecar helped Liza out of bed and into a nearby chair by her reading desk. She’d then instructed him to pull the bed from the wall and find a couple of loose bricks in the corner of the room. As Emecar searched around, he eventually found one loose brick, and then a second, and then started to slowly dig them out.
He turned to her and said, “Are you sure about this?”
Liza nodded. “I’ve kept this hidden for…” she fell silent for a moment—lost in her own thoughts—and said, “sixty years, I believe. Yes, it was all but a month after the news of Draconia’s fall had spread; that we’d finally ended the war”
Emecar stopped digging, and he remembered what Azuhiel had said about Draconia: the loss of the Dragon’s power, the gods inability to manifest themselves in the mortal world. He couldn’t help but notice Liza said the war had ended, not that they had won.
“A man showed up at our door asking for help,” Liza continued. “He was a highly decorated soldier, and I was but a young maiden at the time, only a few years older than Emli is now.” Liza smiled fondly as she leaned back in her chair. She took her small, cracked reading glasses from her nose and began to clean them with her apron to no avail. “Look at me, reminiscing as if I’m some cantankerous old woman. Ha! I’m a-hundred-and-four-years young; still got another century on me! I can’t go along pretending I’m some old bag already!”
Emecar laughed. He’d never heard Liza speak in such a casual manner before. “Well, go on. What did the man want?”
“Oh, yes! He was carrying something; he said it was important to keep hidden: a relic from his latest campaign, though he’d never shown me what it was. His uniform was torn to shreds, and he looked like he hadn’t slept in days.
“Perhaps I was just smitten with him—he was awfully handsome, I remember—but I brought him inside. Much to my Maiden Superior’s chagrin, I helped nursed his wounds. I’d listen to him tell stories for hours about his escapades in the army—the things he’d seen, the monsters he’d battled—all for the glory of Singard.” Her voice trailed off as she began to fiddle with the bridge of her glasses. Her hands trembled and she said, “He said perhaps we’d gone too far, that our retaliation against the gods—our hubris—would be our undoing. At the time, I couldn’t fathom what he was saying. For a soldier like he to speak so vehemently against the will of the Lord High Lord was unspeakable.” Emecar watched Liza wipe tears from her eyes as she set her glasses on her desk. “I’m sorry, was I reminiscing again?”
“Who was he?”
Liza looked at Emecar warmly, but her gaze was distant. “I don’t know. He never told me his real name; he said it would be dangerous should anyone learn where he’d been, so I just called him my little soldier boy,” said Liza. She laughed, but the tears continued to trickle down her cheeks. “Before he left, he gave me that relic—why I don’t know—and said to always keep it hidden from those who may come looking for it. I didn’t dare ask what it was or why people would be after it, but I did as I was told, and then he was gone.
“It wasn’t even a week later when a whole group of heavily armed men arrived at our doorstep. At their head was Supreme General Elderanth himself. He demanded us to tell him if we’d seen a man come through. I tell you, Emecar, that nothing in my life has scared me as much as the eyes of the Supreme General. I-I knew he was after that soldier, but against my best judgment, I lied. I lied to the face of the man second only to the Lord High Lord himself.”
Emecar saw in her eyes the kind of terror that would never leave; it was the same terror that struck him when he thought back to the days when he was alone in the snow, barely clinging to life.
“I was so scared of what would happen if word got out that I’d lied to him; I was afraid he’d return and burn our temple to the ground for defying the will of Sindelle and the Lord High Lord, but as weeks turned to months, and months turned to years, I gradually stopped worrying, but I never forgot the hate I saw in those frightful eyes.”
Liza finished her story just as Emecar finished digging out the loose bricks from the corner of the room. He looked inside the small crevice and saw a small and wide, but very ordinary looking wooden case. As he pulled it out, Liza’s eyes beamed.
“When the fae attacked,” she said, “I heard this relic call out to me; for the first time in sixty years, I thought my sins had finally caught up to me, but when I saw you, emblazoned in the light of Azuhiel himself, I realized that it was not me it was calling for, but you.”
She reached down and flicked open the old brass latches of the case, and as it opened, Emecar’s eyes fell upon the most beautiful shield he’d ever seen. Liza said she’d kept it hidden away for sixty years, but there was not a speck of dust or blemish on it. Upon its pearl-silver face was embedded the Seven Point Cross, the ancient symbol of the Dragons. He gently ran his fingers over its glistening face and felt something immense within; a power akin to that of hundreds of Aether infused gemstones.
His voice trembled and he said, “Madame, what is this?”
“I’ve not the faintest idea, but if I had to wager a guess, I’d say it was a treasure taken from Draconia before its destruction. He called it the Brand of Kings.” Emecar stared in disbelief; it felt the same as when he laid eyes upon the true form of Azuhiel in his vision, but this time he was certain it was all real. Liza said, “I don’t know why that soldier boy took it, but now I know who that shield rightfully belongs to. Go on, take it.”
“M-Madame, I couldn’t possibly—”
“Nonsense, Emecar. You were chosen by Azuhiel, the Father of Sunshine, Gold Dragon of Creation himself. If anyone is fit to don this shield, it’s you. Now go ahead and put it on!”
Emecar took the shield from the case and gently slid it onto his arm. The power within it pulsed fervently, to the point where Emecar thought he felt his arm vibrate from the Aether that surged within. As he tightened the strap to his arm, he felt something wriggle its way into his mind. It felt like whisper…
Koenigal
“Very fitting of a paladin, I should say,” said Liza. She reached out and touched the shield; goosebumps formed on her arm as she did. Liza looked into his eyes and said, “You’ve grown so much. That little boy I found in the snow isn’t so little anymore, is he? No, he hasn’t been for a long time.”
Emecar smiled proudly. He took the shield from his arm and placed it back into its case. “I can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done, madame. If you truly insist, I’ll come take this before I leave, but for now, I need to get to work, and you need your rest.”
Liza laughed and tucked the case away.
Over the past week, despite the grueling conditions of the temple and the stress put upon the maidens, they’d been extremely kind and welcoming to Asta. They’d helped nurse her wounds, and as she no longer had residence in the city, they allowed her to stay in the maidens’ quarters while she looked for work.
Determined not to be a slouch, Asta had taken it upon herself to help wherever she could. At first, she helped with the cleaning and the cooking, as well as helped the men clear out the rubble in the sanctum, however, she soon realized she had quite a connection with the children. They enjoyed her songs and her stories, and eventually she came to enjoy helping Sister Claire with the children’s lessons. They enjoyed her company, and with the influx of the new children who’d joined the temple nursery, the maidens needed all the help they could get, and the children needed a bit of light in their lives.
As the days went on, Asta caught on quickly to how uncomfortable Sister Claire was when it came to acting out the stories to the children—stage fright and all that—so Asta took on that mantle. She’d recite the tales of Lord Captain Crissinger and his founding of the crownsguard against the hordes of Megidos that attacked the holy city; the eternal love story of High Lord Galtress and High Lady Galaimer; the legend of Master Alaion, patron of scholars and arcanists, and founder of the Zaldean Arcanum University; and the legacy of Mistress Saelihn, matron of Sailors and founder of Dracothunder who fought against the dreaded Orkadian pirates. The children adored her stories and would listen intently, hanging on each and every word. In those moments, the children seemingly forgot their sadness and strife; Asta’s stories and songs gave them a small inkling of hope that everything was alright.
When the clock struck noon, Sister Claire dismissed the children for a brief recess before their afternoon chores. The children thanked her and Lady Asta, and then quickly scampered out of the nursery.
“Stay out of trouble, you hear! All of you,” shouted Claire. “Those men out there are helping us out of the kindness of their hearts! Don’t trouble them! And make sure you stay in the temple gardens, alright? Malinda, you’re the oldest, you’re in charge out there!”
Once all the children had left, Claire let out an exhausted sigh and flopped herself onto one of the children’s beds. They had sixteen children to look after now, more than Claire had ever had to look after before. There was a time she scoffed at having such a large nursery; now she was eternally grateful.
Claire looked over at Asta who’d started sweeping up the floor and said, “Lady Lochren, I can’t thank you enough for your help. If not for you, I’d never be able to keep these children under control.”
“It’s the least I can do for the hospitality you showed me,” said Asta.
“’Tis our duty,” said Sister Claire sitting upright. She stretched her arms and said, “Honestly, I don’t know what we’d have done if not for you, what with Sister Emli looking after Kayo and Lady Liza still in recovery. As far as I’m concerned, you can stay here as long as you’d like.” She laughed. “I’m sure we have a spare maiden’s gown around here somewhere for you if you’d like.”
Asta curtseyed. “I appreciate that very much, Sister Claire, but I do not think I’ll be around much longer. Once Kayo and the Maiden Superior have recovered, I’ll be on my way.”
“Such a shame,” said Claire. “The children have really come to love you, you know?”
Asta had noticed the affection they showed her, but she couldn’t stomach it. It was her fault many of their parents and families had been torn apart. If not for her, many of them would be back at their homes; if not for her, Kayo and Lady Liza wouldn’t be in their current condition; if not for her, the sanctum wouldn’t be destroyed. She couldn’t stay, no matter how much she wanted—no matter how much she’d grown to love the temple and the love it had shown her—she’d never be able to live with the guilt that it was all her fault that this had happened.
Sister Claire stood and said, “Well, I suppose I best get back to work. I’m going to get some fresh air. Care to join me?”
“No thank you, sister. I’ll stay and finish clean up.”
“Well, don’t work yourself too hard, alright?”
After Sister Clarie left, Asta continued to sweep and pick up the scattered toys and nick-nacks around the nursery. She started to make the children’s beds when she lost herself in thought.
What am I to do? Where am I to go?
She couldn’t stay in Lionbrand, that much she knew. Emecar hadn’t banished the fae away forever, and soon they’d be back, angrier than ever, and she wasn’t going to risk the city being attacked again. She supposed a new city like Dracothunder or Tharion Dell would work; those places would be safe, and they’d be large enough where the fae would certainly lose her scent in all those people, but then again, they found her once, they’d find her again.
Maybe she could constantly travel between them: first Lionbrand, then Dracothunder, then Tharion Dell, and then back. Perhaps she could even take a detour home to Zaldean before returning. As long as she didn’t stay in one place for too long, the fae would never be able to find her.
No, that had been her plan before: travel from city to city, yet the fae had still found her. It seemed that as long as she sang—as long as she dabbled with Wytchsong—the wytches would always be able to find her.
Then she thought about the holy city of Galdcore. She was of pure Elven blood, and perhaps she could invoke sanctuary if she said fae were after her. It’d be impossible for the fae to attack the holy city as they’d done with Lionbrand, and it was protected sigils much more powerful than that of the temple, as well as hundreds of crownsguard.
That wouldn’t work. They’d want to know why fae are after me, and my skills in deception aren’t nearly strong enough to deceive an inquisitor. They’d know I was…
The door creaked open, causing Asta to jump. She quickly turned and saw Rukifelth standing awkwardly in the doorway.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you,” he said gently.
Asta rubbed her eyes, frustrated with this brash man who though he could just waltz in on her while she wasn’t paying attention. “No, it’s alright. Just a little tired is all.” She brushed at her skirt and asked, “How is work going? I see most of the rubble is gone. Soon you’ll be able to actually start building, correct?”
“I suppose so, though I ain’t much of the building type. I’m just a spare hand.” There was a long silence as Rukifelth shuffled in place. Clearly, there was something on his mind that he wanted to say but couldn’t muster the courage. “Emecar brought some treats for everyone, y’know. They’re in the kitchen if you want any. You better grab one quick; those kids’ll nab ‘em all up once they hear about ‘em. Especially now that there’s so many.”
“Thank you. I’ll keep that in mind,” said Asta. Still nothing. Finally, after another long drag of silence, she scoffed and said, “Is there anything I can do for you monsieur, or are you just interested in staring at me?”
Rukifelth bit the inside of his cheek before he took a deep breath and said, “What happens next?”
“What do you mean?”
“Those fae are still after you, aren’t they,” he said, and Asta winced. “They nearly tore this city apart to find you. They killed and kidnapped hundreds; they ain’t gonna leave you alone forever, so I want to know what your plan is now.”
“I was just thinking that myself.” Asta turned away and walked to the nursery window. She looked through the cracked glass and watched the children run and play in the gardens without a care in the world. Some of the children—mostly the new ones—didn’t seem interested in playing, and instead stared out to the city, to their old homes. “I’ll be leaving soon, so don’t worry.”
“Leaving? Why’s that?”
Why does he seem so upset? Shouldn’t he be glad I’m leaving?
“Once Lady Liza has recovered, I’ll no longer be needed here. I’ll hitch a carriage and head off to another city.”
“But what does that solve,” asked Rukifelth. “The fae’ll just come after you again. They’ll attack that city, and then the next, and then the next.”
“Then what is it you suppose I do?”
He shuffled again the way men awkwardly did when they weren’t sure what to say next. She crossed her arms, awaiting his answer, when he finally said, “If you stay, it’ll be easier to protect you. Er, keep an eye on you, I mean.”
Asta glared at him, though it didn’t have much of an effect. He stared back just as intensely.
“Why did you save me that night, Rukifelth,” she asked. “You could’ve just let those creatures take me, and none of this would’ve happened; the temple would still be in one piece, Liza and Kayo would be alright, the children wouldn’t…” Her voice cracked, and she tried to clear her throat.
“I suppose I could’ve done that,” said Rukifelth. He took a long while to think about what to say next until he finally said, “When I first confronted you, I was angry; I’d failed to keep a family safe. At the time, I think I really did want you gone, and I would’ve dragged you to the fae myself if I’d known what was to happen. When the fog started drifting in, that was my plan: find you and give you to ‘em.”
“Well, how kind of you not to do that,” she said.
He didn’t seem to hear her, or maybe he just didn’t care. “When I went to the Lady’s Rose to find you, I don’t know why, but something struck me; your friends seemed concerned that you were gone, like they didn’t know what was goin’ on neither. That made me think maybe it wasn’t your fault; maybe you were a victim of all this too.” He smirked. “I guess I saw a bit of myself in you: someone ready to give it all up; someone with nothing left to live for.”
Asta scoffed. “You have much to live for, you oaf. You have your family, your brother, and—”
“I didn’t always have them,” he said. Asta bit her tongue. “Maybe that’s what I thought you needed, eh? A family? Friends? You still got those bandmates, y’know. I think I saw them just the other night performing in the city square. You seemed pretty close with ‘em, right?” He laughed, and Asta was sure she saw a bit of blush on his tan cheeks. “I should apologize to that big guy I tossed through your door, eh?”
“They think I’m gone. They knew what they were getting themselves into when they started traveling with me,” she said. “In a few weeks, they’ll have forgotten all about me, and maybe they’ll think I never existed at all. I can do that to people, you know? Maybe I’ll do that to everyone in this temple; maybe you.”
“You can try,” he said, “but I’ve a pretty sticky memory. There are all sorts of things I wish I could forget, but you ain’t one of ‘em.”
Asta grinned and cheekily sat on one of the small beds. She crossed her legs and said, “My, monsieur, are you flirting with me?”
For a man as seemingly humorless and stoic as Rukifelth was, she never could’ve imagined his eyes grow as big as they did that day. She let out a laugh, louder than she’d laughed in a long time; that was not an expression she wanted to forget.
That small bit of blush returned to his cheeks, and he said, “I admit I wasn’t trying, but sometimes it just comes out that way. But you best be careful, there are plenty of women in this city who’ve their eyes on me. It’d be an uphill battle for you.”
“What would ever make you think I’d want a man like you,” said Asta.
“I just think a couple of monsters like us would do well together.”
“Enough with the condemnation, you oaf. You are not a monster,” she scoffed. “You’re a good man.”
“I never I said I wasn’t a good man. I said I’m a monster.” Asta stood as Rukifelth approached her. She backed away; there was something about his eyes that suddenly resonated with her, that made her feel in danger. She’d seen them like that on the night of the fae attack, when they first encountered the Kintelgas; there was something bestial about them. Her back hit the wall, and when she couldn’t back up any further, he calmly said, “Monsters aren’t all bad; they’re scary. You’re not a bad person either, y’know, but you’re scary. Just like me. Poetic, eh?”
There was less than a foot between them, and Asta couldn’t shake Rukifelth’s piercing gaze. A part of her wanted to slap him, after all, how dare he treat her like this, but there was a part of her that agreed with him. She was a monster, and so was he; she could see it in his eyes.
Rukifelth turned away and said, “I best get back to work. I just wanted to talk to you.” He cleared his throat. “I hope you reconsider leaving. I may not be my brother, but I promise: if you stay, I’ll make sure you’re safe.”
He left without giving her a chance to respond.
Alone again, and Asta thought about what Sister Claire had said about staying. It would be nice, she thought, but was that really what she wanted? Asta had long since forgotten her dreams; she’d been so focused on surviving—running and staying hidden—that her dreams had all but left her, but maybe she could finally dare to dream again. If she didn’t have to fear being hunted, if she had those who could protect her or if she could learn to protect herself, then she could finally be herself again.
She thought about her friends: Michel, Sandra, and Segrick. If what Rukifelth said was true and they were still in the city, perhaps she could reach out to them again. After all, they were far too talented to just perform in pubs and taverns for the rest of their lives. Once this was all over, they could finally head back to Zaldean like they’d always wanted.
But who did she have to perform for? She didn’t have anyone in her life anymore. Her mother and father were gone. Adam was gone; everyone she’d ever loved was either gone, or she’d made them forget her, but now there were the people of Lionbrand: the sisters, Lady Liza, the children, Emecar, and Rukifelth. Maybe, if she wasn’t scared, she could hold onto them.
The hours came and passed, and in what felt like the blink of an eye, the sun was beginning to set upon the city of Lionbrand. The children turned into the nursery, and the volunteers working around the temple had finished clearing out the rubble. Soon, they’d be able to begin the construction of the sanctum’s foundation, but there was still so much that needed to be done. Finding an arcanist who could scribe the proper runes and glyphs would prove to be the least of their worries.
As the workers cleared out, Rukifelth wiped the sweat from his brow and looked for his brother, but he was nowhere to be seen. He scratched his head; he hadn’t seen Emecar wander off, and he certainly wouldn’t have made his way home already. Rukifelth scoured high and low for Emecar—searching the schoolroom, kitchen, and dining room—before eventually finding him chatting away with the children in the nursery alongside Sisters Magda, Lucie, and Helene.
Rukifelth knocked on the door frame to announce his arrival, and he was immediately swarmed by Isaac and Benjamin, followed soon by Adel, Shiriam, and Malinda. Many of the newer children were unsure about him, but the others had been telling them all the stories about their two heroic older brothers.
After a few hugs, Rukifelth looked to Emecar and said, “You ready to get goin’?”
“I actually have a few things to take care of before I head back,” he said. “It shouldn’t be long, but if you don’t want to wait, feel free to head out.”
“Oh, why don’t the two of you stay for dinner,” said Magda jovially. The children beamed with excitement, smiling at the two with their big, innocent eyes to try and entice them into staying. Unfortunately for them, Rukifelth had seen the kitchen’s dwindling pantry, and as much as Rukifelth would love a free dinner, there were too many children to feed.
“Sorry, but I’ve had a long day, and I’m lookin’ to get some rest.”
“And I need to speak with Liza and Sister Emli before I go,” said Emecar, “but maybe next time.”
Though the children were upset with their decision, they did not argue.
After wishing the children good night, Rukifelth and Emecar stepped out of the nursery and made their way through the familiar old halls. Rukifelth had to admit that it did feel nostalgic as the two walked the halls after dark. It reminded him of all the times the two had gotten into trouble sneaking into the kitchen to steal a couple sweets from the pantry, or slipping outside into the gardens where they’d stare up at the stars or play fight in practice for when they’d eventually become watchmen.
There was something about those times—when it was just the two of them—that made Rukifelth happy. Of course, there were the other children, and the maidens took good care of them, but Rukifelth never felt like any of them truly cared about him—loved him—the way Emecar had. In all ways but blood, Emecar truly was his brother.
If not for that connection they shared, Rukifelth wasn’t sure if he’d believed Emecar and his story about speaking with Azuhiel. It sounded just like something he would’ve said when they’d sneak out and spar with one another, but this time it just had to be real; how else could he explain his golden eyes, or his ability to conjure those flames, or his sudden ability to heal and take away pain.
No, Emecar really did speak with the Sun Dragon, and in fact, it made Rukifelth proud. His brother had been chosen by the God of All Creation himself.
“Are you getting teary-eyed about saying goodbye, Rukifelth,” said Emecar cheekily.
Rukifelth raised his hand to his cheek; had he been crying? “Maybe,” he said, “I think I’ve just been in this temple a bit too long.”
“I tell you, it’s not all bad,” said Emecar patting his shoulder. “We had a lot of good memories here, didn’t we? It was Maxim who taught us our first bit of swordplay, remember? Then there was Bors who gave you that punch in the nose after you stole his moon roll. Daedra and Nicholas both used to read us stories at bedtime, and I remember how we used to play faerie queen’s chase around the sanctum with Lucina and Emile.”
Rukifelth shrugged. Emecar certainly seemed to remember their days in the temple more fondly than he. Nicholas had left the temple to apprentice somewhere not long after Rukifelth arrived, and he didn’t have many good memories of either Maxim or Daedra, who were just a couple of years older. He did have a few scant memories of Bors, and he never did forgive him for that punch; it was just a moon roll after all. Then there were Lucina and Emile, and he didn’t…
Who am I kidding. Of course, I remember them. I remember all of them. Maybe it wasn’t all bad.
He rubbed away a few scant tears from his eyes and Emecar said, “Tears? Rukifelth Asphodel, you’re a sentimental fool just like myself.”
Rukifelth couldn’t help but laugh. “I suppose I best be heading off while you go speak with Liza and your darling, dearly beloved?”
“You needn’t have to. They wouldn’t mind your company,” said Emecar. His smile faded. “Kayo too. Perhaps your company is what he needs?”
Rukifelth felt something catch in his throat. “N-No, I’m just a little…” He stopped. “I don’t want to see him like that. Not right now.”
Emecar nodded, and the two went on their separate ways.
The sun hid behind the city’s skyline, and watchmen began their nightly patrols. Despite how tired he felt, Rukifelth decided to take the long route home, and enjoy the sights of his city still standing. There were still scars from the attack, but scars were a sign of healing. If the city had scars, that meant it had survived. Rukifelth looked down at his hands—at the numerous cuts and scars that covered them—and thought about all the times he thought he wasn’t going to survive, and how many times he remembered not wanting too. How time changed those thoughts.
As he walked down the long avenue, Rukifelth caught a glimpse of old Le’Seur meandering his way through the streets.
Odd; Le’Seur’s forge is near the market. Why would he be all the way up here?
The old smith looked glum, and his footsteps were slow and heavy. It looked as if he’d just been told his life’s work had crumbled before him.
A stray thought crossed Rukifelth’s mind: he’d yet to properly thank the old man for his help during the fae attack. It wasn’t much, but armed with nothing but a musket and bayonet, the man fought just as valiantly as the rest of them.
Rukifelth turned down the street and marched his way to Le’Seur. He called out, “G’evening, sir. Beautiful night, eh?”
Le’Seur looked up at him, his expression grim, but upon seeing Rukifelth, he immediately beamed with a smile and said, “Well, if it ain’t the hero of Lionbrand!”
“No, no, sir, that ain’t me,” said Rukifelth. “That’d be Emecar.”
“And that’s where you’re wrong, son! Emecar’s the Paladin, yes, but you’re a hero too, y’know. Why, the way you rallied up that group o’ mercenaries and that young arcanist to fight alongside ye’, by fire, you even got the captain takin’ orders from you!”
Rukifelth blushed. “I suppose I did, didn’t I?” He swallowed hard and said, “Master, I never thanked you for that night; for what you did. You risked your life when you didn’t need to, and—”
The man quickly shushed him and said, “Ain’t no need to be thankin’ me, son. I did what I did as a proud man of the Galdic Lineage. Fight in the honor of the Elf-Mother, I did, but what about you? Why’d you fight, Rukifelth? You ain’t an elf, right, yet you risked your life; all you mercenaries did. For what?” Le’Seur leaned forward and poked Rukifelth’s chest. “It’s because you’re a good man, Rukifelth. You all be. You lot could’a just ran off, eh. Fought your way through the city I bet, yet you stayed and fought–not for the Elf-Mother or the Lineage—but because you’re strong of character. Stronger than I; stronger than many, I say. No, Rukifelth, it’s I who should be thankin’ you!”
There was something about the old man’s speech that hit Rukifelth in the gut. There wasn’t a hint of judgment or disgust in Le’Seur’s voice. He truly believed what he said, and for a brief moment, Rukifelth felt a small twinge of pride.
“You speak to highly of me,” said Rukifelth.
“No, I ain’t,” said Le’Seur, and he straightened up as far as his old back would let him. “We elves are a selfish bunch, y’know? We look after ourselves—the lineage—but we ain’t even do that most of the time. We kill and steal from one another just for scraps. By fire, we ain’t any better than orcs sometimes, but you people, humans? Why, you’ve got community; a loyalty to one another that honestly has me envious.”
Rukifelth rolled his eyes.
Does this old man really think humans wouldn’t cheat, kill, or steal for little to nothing? How nice that would be.
Le’Seur let out a weak groan as he hunched back over. His voice went quiet, and he averted his eyes as he asked, “Say, if you ain’t busy, would you mind escorting me on my way back to the forge? I’ve somethin’ I want to give ye’.”
Once at the forge, old Le’Suer stepped in for a few minutes before he returned holding a long broad sword with a basket-hilt. “I saw your ol’ sabre get destroyed,” said Le’Seur, “and I figured I’d make you a new one. I hope you like it.”
Rukifelth pulled the sword from its sheath and stared in awe. It’s long heavy blade was glistened silver against the faint light of the lamp posts, and its engraved steel basket guard was carved with the intricacies only a master could create; what’s more, embedded into the guard was a small, finely cut ruby.
“You can’t expect me to just take this, can you,” asked Rukifelth.
“’Course I can,” said the old smith. He smiled and pointed along the blade. “I done sprinkled some silver powder into the bloom, as well as with the finished oil bath. Hopefully that’ll make those fae think twice before crossin’ paths with ye’.”
Much like the ruby in the hilt, silver held strange properties with Aether: not only could it dampen the effects of Aether it came in contact with, but a wound also inflicted by a silver weapon couldn’t be healed by the Aethereal Artes. It was common—at least to those who could afford it—to sprinkle a bit of silver dust along the blade of one’s sword before a serious battle or duel. Some would even imbue silver within the blade itself, but that was something only for the wealthiest of nobles and the highest-ranking officers.
Rukifelth shook his head. “No, Master Le’Seur, this isn’t fit for me.”
“My boy, if you don’t accept this sword, then you insult me and my forge,” said Le’Seur. He smiled proudly, but Rukifelth could see a painful sadness in the old man’s eyes. “That sword is to be my forge’s legacy, son. I-I done sold if off to High Lord Leoric.”
“What?” Rukifelth realized that had to have been the reason Le’Seur was so far north. “Why?”
“Cause people like me are dyin’ breed, son,” said Le’Seur. “I’ve no apprentices, nor did the missus and I have anyone to take over after we’re gone, not that I think I’d really want to leave it behind. The world be movin’ fast boy, faster than an old timer like me would like. I’m just too slow to keep up.”
“This forge is your home; where will you go?”
Le’Seur shrugged. “Someplace nice, I pray.” The old man gave Rukifelth a polite bow, a pat on the back, and then stepped inside.
Alone, Rukifelth looked down at the silver-bladed broadsword and dragged his thumb along its edge. With ease, the blade cut into his flesh, and a small trickle of blood dripped down his thumb. Rukifelth scoffed; this sword was too good for him. Le’Seur had poured his heart and soul—for the last time—into a sword that deserved better than he, yet here it was in his hands. He sheathed the blade, tied it to his belt, and took one last look upon Le’Seur’s forge. Very soon, centuries of tradition and memories would be demolished and long forgotten, all in the name of Lionbrand’s High Lord.
Unable to do anything, Rukifelth swallowed his pride and made his way home.
“My dear, please don’t blame yourself for this,” said Sister Magda. Emli didn’t respond and kept her gaze on Kayo, lying still upon his bed. The maidens had moved him from the nursery to one of the schoolrooms that they’d changed into a makeshift infirmary to keep a better eye on him, as well as give him a quiet place to rest when he awoke. “You need to rest.”
“I said I would protect him,” said Emli checking the bandage on his chest. “I failed.”
“He’s alive, ain’t he,” said Magda. Emli shot her a sharp glare, but the older maiden didn’t seem phased. “We just need to give him time. The boy was struck by that fae’s strange magics. We need only wait for Lady Liza to recover, then she can give him a look over. I’m sure he’ll wake up then.”
“Sister,” said Claire, “please come to bed. You’re going to make yourself sick if you keep this up. Sister Magda is right, you know. He’ll be just fine. We just need to have faith.”
Claire held out her hand, and Emli squeezed it tight. She wiped a few tears from her eyes and said, “Yes, you’re right. I-I’ll head to bed soon, just…a bit more time.”
The two maidens curtseyed to her before leaving Emli alone in the small school room. A candle burned on a desk beside her as she worked on wiping the wound clean of pus and blood. Once she’d applied a new bandage, she sat in the dim candlelight and reached for a book on one of the old shelves. Her fingers glazed over the hard bindings until she found The Trials and Tribulations of Raylion Skypiercer; she took it from the shelf and began to read it aloud to the unconscious Kayo.
She picked up from where she’d left off the previous night: the legendary warrior-priest had descended to the infernal abyss of Dozgir where the Black Dragon Megidos, God of Malice and Hate, awaited him. He soared through the endless blackened skies over the raging sea of emptiness, weaving around streaks of black lightning that burst from the sea and sky without warning. Swiftly, he descended on the demonic God, piercing one of its eyes with his mighty spear.
Emli hoped that if she told the story with enough vigor and passion, that maybe Kayo would wake up. He did not, and instead Emli was left with nothing but tears that dripped onto the pages. She closed the book and saw a small beam of moonlight shine down on Kayo’s face from the nearby window. Immediately, she hopped to her feet and shut the curtains; luckily what she thought was moonlight was just the light of a nearby lamppost, recently lit by the night-watch.
She sighed with relief, but when she turned back and saw Kayo’s body, still lifeless and empty, she collapsed into tears. This was all her fault; she shouldn’t have let Kayo join in the fight. He was too young, and she lacked the experience and knowledge of how to protect him. Emli was so distraught that she hadn’t even heard the door creak open at first.
When Emli looked up and saw Emecar standing there she ran and threw herself into his arms. Emli couldn’t even hear what he was saying, all she felt was his arms wrapped tightly around her.
“E-Emecar, I’m sorry, I—”
“Don’t apologize. You’ve done nothing wrong.”
Emecar wiped the tears from her cheeks. She looked into his eyes—glistening like celestial gold—and felt the weight lift from her shoulders. Emli backed away, apologizing for her behavior, and noticed a wooden case tucked under his arm.
“If it’s not too much trouble,” he said softly, “may I speak with Kayo?”
Emli nodded and stepped aside.
Emecar sat in the chair by Kayo’s bed and set the case flat on the floor. He smiled and said, “G’evening, little brother. I hate to say I told you so, but this is what I meant when I said being a mercenary is scary work.” He laughed, but Emli heard the trembling in his voice. “Y’know, after this, I don’t think being a stableman is so bad after all, eh?”
Emecar started to cry as he brushed his hand through Kayo’s hair, whispering for him to wake up, but then he suddenly stopped. He looked down at the wooden case on the ground beside him and lifted it up onto his lap.
Emli watched him undo the latches and lift open the case to reveal a glistening pearl-silver shield adorned with the Seven Point Cross. It was beautiful, she thought, but where had Emecar gotten such a thing?
He rested one hand on the shield’s face and another on Kayo’s chest. He closed his eyes and took in a deep breath, and Emli watched as tendrils of soft blue Aether sparked from Emecar’s fingertips into bright golden flames. She backed away and prayed that whatever Emecar was doing would be enough; she’d seen him use those strange radiant flames before but this time they were much brighter. Though she trusted him, she felt unnerved by this strange new power. Where had he learned such a thing; did it have anything to do with his eyes changing color?
The flames wrapped themselves around Kayo, completely illuminating the room, and as Emecar took another deep breath, so too did Kayo. The flames dug into the young boy’s chest, and Emli watched as the flames pulled to the surface what she could only describe as a wriggling, black parasite. The flames incinerated the horrible infection, and slowly, Kayo’s breathing began to deepen. His eyes fluttered open, and the golden flames receded, with the only light in the room coming from Emli’s dimly lit candle.
Kayo stared up at Emecar, his eyes half open and tried to speak, but Emecar quickly interrupted him. “Hey, little brother. You gave us quite the scare, y’know?”
“E-Emecar…” Kayo’s voice was weak and raspy. He tried to speak more, but he could only cough. Emecar gently shushed him.
“You get some rest, alright? I’ll tell you all about it in the morning.” Kayo nodded, and just as quickly as he awoke, he was asleep again. Emli let out a heavy sigh of relief and nearly fell to her knees.
Emecar tucked the shield away and stood to meet her eyes. He hugged her tight, and Emli thought she could stay like that forever, just the two of them embraced together. She felt safe with him, as if his arms were the walls of a great castle. She smiled, but soon, dreadful thoughts lingered their way into her head. “Emecar, if those monsters return…”
“Then I suppose we’ll have to fight back again,” he said. “But next time, we’ll be ready.”
Emli pressed her face into his chest. What a foolish answer, yet nothing less than what she’d expected him to say. She wanted to cry: to pour out all of the pain she’d been holding onto. She couldn’t imagine another night like that, even if they were ready to fight back.
“Would you care to take a walk with me,” asked Emecar.
He led her outside to the temple gardens where they watched the pink and orange sky slowly fade into night. She held tight to his arm and rested her head on his shoulder.
They sat on the steps of the temple, and stared out across the dark sky as stars began to fill the heavens. They talked for a long while, about the future of the temple, as well as the future for the city and their livelihoods. Emecar rested his hand on hers, and for a moment, Emli thought he would ask her about their future together, but instead, he said nothing. She wasn’t sure what the whole point of this was: did he just want to share a romantic night together, or did he want to tell her something more serious. Whatever the reason, she had her own wishes she wanted to talk about.
“What happened to you, Emecar,” she finally said. His golden eyes met hers, and she was ready to smack him if he dared ask what she meant, but instead he just smiled warmly, and did his best to explain. It all sounded like something out of a storybook; if it weren’t Emecar, she wouldn’t have believed him, but then she recalled her dream from several nights past: the red dragon with silver eyes, and the man emblazoned with golden flames; the exact same flames Emecar could use now. Emli looked down at the wooden case containing the glistening pearl-silver shield and said, “What about that? Did you get that from the Sun Dragon too?”
“Do you like it? Lady Liza gifted it to me,” he said. His tone was so nonchalant, as if it wasn’t strange that the Maiden Superior would hold such an item.
“What? Liza did…but where did she…what?”
Emecar laughed and said, “You can ask her the whole story, but it’s not mine to tell.” He rested his hand on the case. “It’s strange. I can feel its hum, almost like it’s trying to speak with me.”
“What’s it say?”
Emecar was silent for a long while, staring down at the case as his hand hovered over its surface. “It tells me…Emli, what is it you want most?”
She took a moment to think, snuggling a bit closer to him. “I’m not quite sure. When I was a little girl, I dreamt like all little girls do: a big, loving family with a nice home, lots of children, and a doting husband; but as I got older, I started to think that maybe I wanted to help people. I suppose that’s what drove me to be a maiden, but I don’t think I’d like to be a maiden forever. I’m not like Liza, am I?” She laughed. “Maybe in forty or fifty years, I’ll retire from maidenhood and go on to be a teacher, or I could attend the academy in Zaldean and become an arcanist. Could you imagine that? Me, an arcanist? That’d be quite the adventure.” Emli laced her fingers with Emecar’s and breathed deeply, taking in his scent. Despite the cool night air, she felt his warmth and the safety he brought with him. “But right now, my only want is to be with you. Wherever you go, I want to follow.”
“You know, in forty or fifty years, you’d still be younger than Liza is now, and I’ll likely be gone.” The silence was deafening. Emli looked up at him and saw the solemn expression on his face. His grip on her hand grew tighter as he said, “Emli, more than there are stars in the sky, I love you, but I just want to be sure: are you really okay with this?”
“You asked me once already, and my answer hasn’t changed. I don’t think it ever shall. It’s my decision, Emecar, and I can be quite stubborn when I’ve made up my mind.” She reached up and kissed his cheek. “Besides, once we have a couple of children, then there’ll always be a part of you in my life.”
Emli had never seen Emecar’s eyes so big, or his cheeks so red. He looked as if she’d just dumped ice water on his head. That wonderful expression made her laugh harder than she’d done in weeks, and soon after.
“I suppose if that’s the case,” he said, starting to laugh with her, “I’ll need to start saving my coin so we can buy a big house for us and our children. How many were you thinking? Two? Maybe three?”
“Seven,” she said gleefully.
“Seven? By fire Emli, what strength of will you have!”
The two laughed for a long while, talking about names and where they could build their home. Emecar thought they’d just stay in the city, but Emli thought about perhaps moving to the country and starting a little homestead all their own. Eventually, Emli looked up at him and asked, “What about you, Emecar? Of what do you dream?”
“A family doesn’t sound too bad. In fact, I think that’d be rather nice,” he said. He looked out across the darkened streets of the city for a long timbe before he said, “I think my dream is a bit more unattainable. Y’see, when I was a boy, I used to dream of a land far away—somewhere not here—where there was no pain or suffering, no poverty or greed. I dreamed of a kingdom where valiance and kindness were rewarded, and malice punished. Where fae and demon were but a distant memory. Where parents need not fear losing their children,” his grip tightened, “and where children need not fear losing their parents.”
His voice cracked as he spoke, and Emli saw a bright hope glimmer in his golden eyes. “That sounds like paradise,” she said. “What was this kingdom of heroes called?”
Emecar blushed. “Valentine: named after Liza, the hero who saved me.” His eyes beamed with pride and said, “That dream is what’s kept me strong all the years I lived within these walls. I wanted to be a mercenary because I thought it would be me the chance to finally go out and find a place like that. How wrong I was.”
“Perhaps it really does exist,” said Emli. “You say its unattainable, but the world’s a big place. It could lie off somewhere deep in the Savageplains, or on a distant uncharted island, untouched by mortal hand.” She leaned back and looked up at the stars, and at the moon which barely peaked out through the dark clouds. “You said somewhere not here, right? But maybe it is! Maybe you’re just too early. Maybe Valentine is right beneath our feet, just a decade or two away? Maybe Valentine is wherever we make it, like this temple? Maybe it all starts here.”
Emecar scoffed. “It’ll take an awful long time to turn this temple into a place like that, y’know.”
“Yes, but we’ll be together every step of the journey.” She looked into his eyes that burned with the light of Azuhiel, and she knew that if anyone could create this great kingdom, it was Emecar. “No matter how long it takes, this dream of yours—ours—will be made real. I promise.”
And she kissed him.
Far, far away; in another world where the sky shifted color from violet to green; where the grass changed from blue to yellow to red and back; where night and day lasted for years at a time, there sat a great stone tablet within a grove of ever-changing trees. Horrible screams of torment and pain sang within the branches of those trees. Three full moons loomed in the dark night sky, each beaming down their incandescent light upon the open grave and casting long winding shadows across the eternal forests of Helhaym.
From the darkness emerged a gathering of shadows, each writhing separately from one another until they formed a shape that could vaguely be described as not human nor elf, but something between. Wreathed in darkness, only the creature’s pale-yellow eyes could be seen.
It beckoned, “I am here. Why do you call?”
From the trees, a great mass of shadows woke from their slumber, writhing and wriggling through from the forest, speaking to the shadow from all sides.
“Come forth, Shadow-Singer. There is no need to hide yourself from us.”
The shadow huffed and approached the great stone tablet at the center of the grove. It stepped forward into the moonlight which revealed the fae’s true form: a large creature hunched nearly eight feet tall with oily green skin, long arms with gnarled fingers that reached just below its knees, and long jet-black hair that draped over its shoulders. All that remained of its shadowy visage was its pale-yellow eyes.
“Why do you beckon me, sisters,” said Shadow-Singer.
“Sisters, he says,” spoke one of the voices. Behind him, Shadow-Singer felt something shuffle through the trees and soar around him. “You may be of your mother’s kin, but you will never be one of us!”
“I am more my mother than you know,” spoke Shadow-Singer.
The shadows thrashed within the branches, while the howls of agony grew louder and louder. A creature nearly twice the size of Shadow-Singer stomped from the darkness. It had the same oily green skin and long black hair, but four gnarled arms instead of two; it had jagged fangs and bright piercing blue eyes, and she wore an elaborate dress of black and blue gossamer silks: his wytch sister, Dream-Eater.
“You are not your mother, child,” she bellowed. “You are a blight upon our coven!”
“He is playing with you, sister,” spoke another wytch emerging from the shadows. She stood much the same as her sister with the same skin and arms, but with long glistening emerald-green hair instead of black: wytch sister Web-Spinner. She glared at Shadow-Singer and said, “Watch your tongue, child, less we rip it from your mouth.”
Shadow-Singer bowed. “My apologies, sisters. I meant no disrespect.” Dream-Eater snarled, barring her jagged teeth at him. Shadow-Singer smiled with delight. “I ask again: why was I called here?”
The last wytch sister, Flower-Dancer, emerged from the trees and towered above the others. Her eyes—one pure white and the other pure black—bored down upon him. “Our sister has been found.”
Shadow-Singer frowned. Finding their missing sister was his job. Had he been spending too much time playing amongst the mortals? He curled his lip and spoke viciously: “If you found her, then where is she? Why is she not with us now?” The glares of the three wytches burned like fire upon him, but it filled him with great satisfaction knowing that he—as powerless as he was compared to them—still knew how to make their skin crawl. “Let me guess, you couldn’t capture her, and now you need me.”
Flower-Dancer stomped forward and gnashed her teeth. “Don’t be so insolent! We—”
“Failed,” spat Shadow-Singer. Each of his sisters snarled and began to stalk around the great stone tablet towards him. “I heard about your attack on Lionbrand: a horde of fae unlike anything the mortals had ever seen, snatching up everyone and everything they could find, yet you couldn’t capture our sister.”
“Our sister! Not yours,” shouted Dream-Eater. The shadows around them grew more and more turbulent, thrashing wildly as the anguished voices of the accursed grew louder and louder. The three wytches swarmed around Shadow-Singer, towering above him.
“If you weren’t your mother’s child, I’d rip you apart this second,” said Flower-Dancer.
It was Web-Sinner who calmed the others. She raised two of her hands while crossing the other two. “You will bring her to us Shadow-Singer. Once she’s returned, our coven will be restored, and the Wytch-Queen will be born again.”
Shadow-Singer stared upon his sisters and sneered at them for their rudeness, but he bowed nonetheless. “It would be my honor…” He cut himself off before he said sisters; a difficult habit to break. “Is there anything else you’d have me do?”
The three wytches looked to one another. Shadow-Singer recognized that look: shame; the reason they failed to capture their sister.
“There is one in Lionbrand who is keeping our sister from us,” said Flower-Dancer. “The mortal responsible for our failure.”
“We want you to find this mortal and bring him to us so we may make him pay for his sins,” said Dream-Eater.
“A mortal has piqued your interests? How cute.” Shadow-Singer smiled and bowed once again. “And who is this mortal you need me to find?”
“He was wise enough not to give us his name,” said Web-Spinner, “but he called himself Paladin.” The wytches snarled at one another in frustration at the mortal’s peculiar title. Whatever this paladin was, it was enough to drive his sisters into a fury. After they’d calmed themselves, the wytches stepped out of the moonlight and back into the darkness of the grove.
“Do not fail us, Shadow-Singer.” And then there was silence.
Alone in the grove of the great stone tablet, Shadow-Singer laughed in the bright moonlight. Very soon, their coven would be whole again, and the Wytch-Queen would finally be reborn; his sisters would have no choice but to recognize him for who he truly was. Shadows enveloped him, and in an instant, he vanished.